SIGH

i really fucked up this time.

Severe ADD

I have Severe ADD. I need to be guided everywhere, I cant stay focused for for than 5 seconds.. I need help

Tree Lighting Ceremony

I had the most amazing day/night with Alexis, Chris, Tyler, Austin, and Gianna. So the tree lighting ceremony was sooo much fun even know i didnt notice when the lights turned on:). Then back at my house haha truth or dare, twister, and making my brothers think that Tyler and Austin are gay... hahaha <3

Why do people separate for no reason?

Suddenly, I am starting to realize that were starting to rebuild our friendship. I dont know why we separated in the first place, there was really no reason at all. People say that you just drift apart, but I dont believe in that at all. You may not be as close as before but then when you are together, you remember all of the great times you had while you were best friends. Im so glad im starting to become close with you again. It really upset me when we werent, because I thought we had something special. I hope now it isnt off and on like it was before. Its something the both of us need to work on but we will figure it out<3

Usually I dont have a hero of the day but today I feel the need to: Lexi Camillary Cachia, you have been my best friend since the beginning, THANK YOU for taking me to Utah with you. Im always here for you.

Hagen: Thank you for helping me sort out my "situation" hahaha love you cousin<3

Hayley: I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I am so glad i can see you next week. We can share our hate for twilight<3

Park City Utah

So I'm going on a ski trip to park city utah with my two friends. I AM SO EXCITED! Its 5:15 in the morning and there gonna be here in 10 minutes. Ive never been to park city or utah as a madder of fact but im excited to see all of the mormons. I think I want to take a picture with one:) But I cant find my camera:(
Lets just hope that a certain person will get over me going on this trip. Or not.....
BYE :)

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my homecoming date has swine flu...great, probly going dateless now:(
im really scared to get swine flu

dont' you see me?

Im starting to feel ignored and forgotten about. All I want is to talk to you, but it seems like thats too much to ask. I thought we had something honestly, but I feel like it was something I did wrong. Well now I know things are too good to be true and Im moving on.

Gettting ready for school

So Im going to school at 10 today:) Its western day! but im not even dressed up.... I feel a lot better today, which is good.
New favorite song: Details in the Fabric by Jason Mraz,
Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken heart then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way

And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine
mmmhmm

Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything, everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.

Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

random pictures i have taken recently

i like this picture

TONIGHT

tonight=disaster.. thats all i can say. the dance kinda sucks ass. thank god i'm staying home from 1st period tomorrow:D
yayyy!

hell week

Im totally prepared for homecoming next week..NOT
dance. practice. dress. practice. pep rally. half time show. balloonss !#$%#@$%
wish me luck